Sep 16, 2006 23:24
lately ive been feeling like my world is spinning out of control around me, and im being pulled into 8,490,875,028,375,083,472 different directions and i have no idea which way to turn. i think it started this summer with boy, and i solved that part. but it got way worse again when school started to kick into gear this week and work was freaking insane.
i feel so much un-like me i dont even know what to do. im homesick for myself.
ITS MESSING WITH MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!
i suppose it all builds character...eventually.
i wanna crawl into bed and sleep until christmas.
speaking of christmas, i was "babysitting" for by boss's kids at work today, and Shayla, shes 8, put christmas music in the cd player. it was funny. and now i really want chirstmas.