rotten
i'm in a really rotten mood. all i wanna do is verbally attack people and frankly tonight i don't care about other people's feelings. i'm just stressed about everything.
i went to the guard comp at ck today. it was a lot of fun. i really miss it. i didn't even realize how much till i was watching everything. wow. kyle is on the team and i think that that's really cool.
i'm going out to see andrew this coming weekend. he has a drill competetion. he spins a rifle. i can't wait to go out and see his drill routine. he kinda invited me to go down with him to texas for spring break. kinda invited me. and so that confuses me. he won't tell me if he's really has invited me to go or even if he wants me to go. so i'm confused. i'm not sure if i should even go. part of it is money and part is that i'm not officially invited. so i feel really stupid trying to make plans with him. because i sound more into it than he does. so i don't think i'm going. i think i'll just tell him that i really can't afford it right now. which is true...i can't really afford to spend $450 on a plane ticket, but if i waited till i could comfortbaly afford it it would be a very long wait. i'm don't think i'm going. which just adds to being in a rotton mood.
i went to the guard comp at ck today. it was a lot of fun. i really miss it. i didn't even realize how much till i was watching everything. wow. kyle is on the team and i think that that's really cool.
i'm going out to see andrew this coming weekend. he has a drill competetion. he spins a rifle. i can't wait to go out and see his drill routine. he kinda invited me to go down with him to texas for spring break. kinda invited me. and so that confuses me. he won't tell me if he's really has invited me to go or even if he wants me to go. so i'm confused. i'm not sure if i should even go. part of it is money and part is that i'm not officially invited. so i feel really stupid trying to make plans with him. because i sound more into it than he does. so i don't think i'm going. i think i'll just tell him that i really can't afford it right now. which is true...i can't really afford to spend $450 on a plane ticket, but if i waited till i could comfortbaly afford it it would be a very long wait. i'm don't think i'm going. which just adds to being in a rotton mood.