long time.. no update_april
well i havent updated in this thing in a purty long time.. lol actually not that long but when your used to writing in it almost twice a day.. its long lol hmm well me and jessie are going out.. which most of yall probably already know so its not any BIG news..
but some people instead of being happy for me are being quite mean and rude about it.. and i mean personally i dont care well i do.. but its none of their buisness.. its mine and his.. our relationship .
..anyways..
decisions decisions decisions
..HmMm..
how can something make you so happy one minute and then the next your just like why did i do this again?
well i just got home a little bit ago.. me and sandra and her sister shannon (sp?) went to the baseball game vs. mandarin.. we lost = / but will made a homerun!! i was proud of him lol then after the game we had to wait like 30 minutes until sandras mom got there to pick us up so we just hung out with jessie until she came and that was fine by me.. oh if your wondering why he didnt just take us home it was b.c he had to go to dinner with his parents..and then we went over to sandras.. ate chinese =] lol and then just chilled and stuff.. tehre cool gurls!
right now i have everything i "want" but then why do i feel so empty inside and that im missing something?
well i shall go get some rest for tommorow.. i have to work on mrs.tidwells project woo hoo lol but im out!! <3 april
<3 take my breath away <3
yum.. im drinking a Planet Smoothie from ealier hehe its very delightful. lol