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At school making up hours...can you tell that i'm using my time wisely heh
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me i was so fucking excited about school...
i still get excited to learn new things but i dont know...
school is going fine but...
see thats the problem lately i cant figure out what i what to do...what i can do...what i need to do...
what do i really need to do?
i need to work so i can pay bill
but still its not enough
i could work 24 hours every fucking day of the fucking week yet i still feel like i would be fucking broke
it makes me sad
i dont want to be fucking broke any more
i havent done anything fun in a really long time
i havent had anything to look forward to in a really long time
i like to think it doesnt matter
that i'm happy that i enjoy my life...and i do...but well it fucking sucks to be broke
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me i was so fucking excited about school...
i still get excited to learn new things but i dont know...
school is going fine but...
see thats the problem lately i cant figure out what i what to do...what i can do...what i need to do...
what do i really need to do?
i need to work so i can pay bill
but still its not enough
i could work 24 hours every fucking day of the fucking week yet i still feel like i would be fucking broke
it makes me sad
i dont want to be fucking broke any more
i havent done anything fun in a really long time
i havent had anything to look forward to in a really long time
i like to think it doesnt matter
that i'm happy that i enjoy my life...and i do...but well it fucking sucks to be broke