Partial Retraction/Realization
In my last entry, I wrote of the dearly departed. While these words could essentially be applied on a generic basis, they were inspired by particular circumstances. However, I now find that this situation (at least the part referring to the 2nd down) was fraudulent and undeserving of such kind thoughts. To make someone, who has been your best friend, think that you've been kidnapped and are mostly likely dead is unjustly cruel... and even more so when you consider the fact, it was likely an effort employed to bang said person out.
Another harsh lesson learned. Apparently, there is no one that can be trusted ... not even those you count closest to you. I've recently had several visions, which I now realize have been trying to reveal this very fact to me. I can no longer continue to ignore/discount my intuition, as it could be the end of me.
In this life, I have been truly fortunate in that I have been granted most everything I have ever asked for. Though, this has proven to be a double-edged sword and I am now consumed by a further realization... the things I've asked for have not necessarily been the most beneficial to me. Alas, all I can do is learn from my mistakes and take each new day one step at a time.
STEP ONE: Surround oneself with positive people and situations
[encounters are not as meaningless as some would believe ... they seep in through skin and permeate the
essence of one's being].
STEP TWO: ... Get a handle on step one and then we'll go from there.
Another harsh lesson learned. Apparently, there is no one that can be trusted ... not even those you count closest to you. I've recently had several visions, which I now realize have been trying to reveal this very fact to me. I can no longer continue to ignore/discount my intuition, as it could be the end of me.
In this life, I have been truly fortunate in that I have been granted most everything I have ever asked for. Though, this has proven to be a double-edged sword and I am now consumed by a further realization... the things I've asked for have not necessarily been the most beneficial to me. Alas, all I can do is learn from my mistakes and take each new day one step at a time.
STEP ONE: Surround oneself with positive people and situations
[encounters are not as meaningless as some would believe ... they seep in through skin and permeate the
essence of one's being].
STEP TWO: ... Get a handle on step one and then we'll go from there.