I have no problem Josh, and I am happy. I also want to see Lindsay happy. I also saw how you treated her and how UN-happy she was with you. I have nothing against you, it was just my suggestion. I know maybe there were good times too, but I am just looking out for her because I've been there, done that. I don't want her to hurt anymore, and in my mind I see you hurting her, I don't like that.
I did it to Maranda and J? What exactly did I do? I must've been right because J doesn't even love her at all anymore, he treated her like shit too. I know she still likes him and all, and I want her to be happy and heal without him. I'd be thankful if someone had given me this advice before I screwed my life up by going back out with Patrick. I wish someone like me had been there, but there was no one. I wanted to be there for Lindsay. I'm not telling her what to do, I just don't think it's a good idea, and she doens't have to listen to me at all. I just didn't want to feel guilty for keeping my mouth shut when I should warn her. But you know, no one sees my good intention, no one sees that I care about Lindsay and you too Josh. So apparently it doesn't matter what I say now. I don't really care, at least I feel better inside that I tried to help a friend. And for all I know I could be wrong and you all turn out great, probably not, but anything can happen. Do whatever you all want, it's not my place to decide, but as a friend I can at least try to look out for Lindsay. I was trying to be a friend, sorry?
everyone else siad do what u want and take it slow. u siad "dont do it" "ull regret it later" "You only think you love him because you are lonely" which is imply that she doesnt love me.
Yes, but if you read on you see that I say, you don't have to listen to me it's your choice, and blah blah blah. Don't get defensive if you don't even read the whole thing and you just decide that I was meaning all that harmful to the both of you. I don't care if you go out or not, I'm just saying second times are usually worse, it was a warning. Be mad I don't care. You'll get over it one day.
It's not natural for your boyfriend to ignore you and not want to touch or kiss you. That's not natural at all. You need to see that Jaren was a piece of shit and still is before you go completly insane, and for god's sake why do you have him as your icon? Does he know about that?
yes i totally agree with how it isnt natural for him to ignore me and not touch me. thats just not right. i dont know what his deal was. but that doesnt mean he is a piece of shit and i'd be happier if you stopped saying that. i dont mind if you say something like "i dont like him." or "he shoudlnt of done some of the stuff he did" but dont call him a piece of shit, please. completely insane? hun, i think i might already be insane, lol. why do i have him as my icon? so whenever i have one of my angsty "i love jaren so much" entries i will be using that icon to warn people that the entry is about him. so for all those that dont want to read it will be warned. i thought i was a good idea...maybe i should clarify that on my journal. no, he doesnt know about that. but why should he need to know? he wouldnt care anyway. now dont think i'm trying to start soemthing with you cause i'm not. i just wanted to let you know that he didnt treat me like shit. i overreacted sometimes. if he really did treat me like shit it would be him cheating on me or hitting me, not that other stuff that is silly anyway.
I did it to Maranda and J? What exactly did I do? I must've been right because J doesn't even love her at all anymore, he treated her like shit too. I know she still likes him and all, and I want her to be happy and heal without him. I'd be thankful if someone had given me this advice before I screwed my life up by going back out with Patrick. I wish someone like me had been there, but there was no one. I wanted to be there for Lindsay. I'm not telling her what to do, I just don't think it's a good idea, and she doens't have to listen to me at all. I just didn't want to feel guilty for keeping my mouth shut when I should warn her. But you know, no one sees my good intention, no one sees that I care about Lindsay and you too Josh. So apparently it doesn't matter what I say now. I don't really care, at least I feel better inside that I tried to help a friend. And for all I know I could be wrong and you all turn out great, probably not, but anything can happen. Do whatever you all want, it's not my place to decide, but as a friend I can at least try to look out for Lindsay. I was trying to be a friend, sorry?
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