Feb 05, 2007 18:20
Lately life has been pretty...interesting. Interesting in alot of bad ways though; alot of drama and such but not from kids in highschool but actually from parents and stuff. Alot of realization of things that make me sad. I'm probubly one of the late bloomers when it comes to this subject but does anybody else realize that in about five months we no longer will see the people we will see tommaro, friends you've known for years will say good-bye. It's just so weird to actually direct your life and have goals and make it nessasary to stay on track. Right now we as high schoolers have ZERO responsibility, we come and go and have fun and it's been like that all of our lives but now with college coming up we have to start thinking about life and what we are going to do in life; how we will fit into society and disapear. The idea of just merging into society and being part of the other four billion who work day in and day out and just exsist scares the hell out of me. Maybe it's nieve to think I will be any different...Maybe it's that last dieing flame of imagination we had when we were kids. Time; when you don't want it you have too much and when you need it, it's never there.
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