happy fluffy bunnies still so warning mushy shite to follow...
well i am still in a amazingly lovestruck mood. (yes i know how unusual for me lolz) but things with keptinacan are going really well. he is everything i want and everything i never realised i wanted. he makes me want to be a better person. when i am round him he just makes me want to smile. cant keep my eyes off him either really. he is such a sweetheart and i am so wtf since when does my life go this good.. im waiting for it all to go boom but i am also doing as much as i can to not make it go boom.
he helps me to think of things in ways i have never thought about before.
when he walks into a room i find myself catching my breath and just not concerntrating on anything but him. distraction much? *reminds herself to make sure he doesnt come into my work when im there*
and what a bonus he doesnt have the social skills of a sponge. he really is a genually nice guy, and while things may be moving fast its still nice. yeah every now and then i get the whole nervous wtf am i doing shite but it goes and its not happening as much now.
i am moving in with him. it just seems like a good idea and its not like we are going into it with our eyes closed. i have managed to gt huge bills i have to pay so moving in with him will mean i cn pay them off faster. plus i spend every night there anyway so why the hell not?
him and i communicate so well, we have had many a conversation where we both confess ouyr sins to each other yet neither of us are scared off yet (and i mean all my darkest secrets)
its weird but we are so alike.. right down to the self destruct switch hehe so either him and i will work really well or die in a fire
either way i am going to have fun on this weird ride.
i have also started to learn more poi. keptinacan has some really nice friends who are REALLY talented. man i wish i could do half the things they can do. either with staves or poi or hoops. im also looking at getting my staff back from Dunedin.
so life is good. and llamas
XXX
take care