shattered
my heart is shattered. it seems as if my life lately has been nothing but broken hearts, broken hearts that i daily have to mend over and over again. i can't believe that people that i thought were my friends are going to stop being my friends...my best friends...just because i moved 500 miles away. that was my decision and i do not regret it. it just goes to show you that what my aunt said was right...that majority of people that you think are your friends...your truest friends...show their true colors eventually. a person is lucky if they can count their best friends on one hand. it's a sad sequence of events that have been plaguing me for the past 8 months...and enough is enough. i'm sorry that i let you guys down...you know who you are. forgive me for moving...but for my dear God's sake, grow up about it. that is my decision...i did not move to spite you guys...i did not move to get away from you guys...i moved because...SURPRISE...i wanted to! you know...my psychologist said i had abandonment issues. no shit...no wonder i have them. my entire frickin life, every time i turn around there is someone else leaving me. so don't you go, joseph, whining because i supposedly left you. don't take my move personally. here is a newsflash mr poirier...i didn't move to spite you. the world does not revolve around you. i can make a decision and you not be the catalyst for it.
ciao!
ciao!