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I can't believe he said that in his journal. --; What the fuck? Where does he get off thinking it's okay to write right in his journal that I'm going to the formal with him? Fuck. I wonder what he'll think...
I have a tux picked out. Except mine is green. They always say details matter in things. --# I don't fucking think so, but whatever.
Talking with Jirou made me realize a few things and made me pissed off in the situation, actually.
Why the fuck am I supposed to be the one to change all my habits just for him? Isn't it supposed to go both ways?
And what the fuck? Aren't you supposed to be okay the way you are? Are you supposed to not change for the other person and that's fucking fine?
I don't fucking know compromise. How the fuck is this supposed to work? --# Goddamn this.
I'm still on the same pack of cigarettes from three days ago. I think I might need alcohol.
I can't believe he said that in his journal. --; What the fuck? Where does he get off thinking it's okay to write right in his journal that I'm going to the formal with him? Fuck. I wonder what he'll think...
I have a tux picked out. Except mine is green. They always say details matter in things. --# I don't fucking think so, but whatever.
Talking with Jirou made me realize a few things and made me pissed off in the situation, actually.
Why the fuck am I supposed to be the one to change all my habits just for him? Isn't it supposed to go both ways?
And what the fuck? Aren't you supposed to be okay the way you are? Are you supposed to not change for the other person and that's fucking fine?
I don't fucking know compromise. How the fuck is this supposed to work? --# Goddamn this.
I'm still on the same pack of cigarettes from three days ago. I think I might need alcohol.