I am going to be difficult and just take advantage of this being your latest entry.
I don't mind you talking to me. I don't mind it when you decide you can't talk and you sign off suddenly. I don't think that's rude. I don't think it's mean. I'm completely cool with it, so long as I know you haven't spontaneously combusted or something equally horrible and permanently damaging. I trust your judgement of yourself. I listen if you want me to listen, but I won't force anything out of you.
I'm your friend, hun, and it's about time you realized that means that I cannot get mad at you. Seriously. You see how I get with Dan? I may get a little frustrated, but below that is a firm layer of adoration. You'd have to do something pretty fucking drastic to crack that layer. I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay here until you let me know you don't want me around. (And even then it might be difficult to get rid of me for good.)
I adore you, hun and I'm here to help you if you want me to. But I can't force you into anything. But please please don't lock things up inside you and refrain from even trying to communicate it. Please.
I only worry about you when you shut yourself off from me. It's hard to deal with some things alone. It's hard to deal with many things alone, however trivial they may seem.
Just know that if you need someone, I'm here. And that's not going to change any time soon.
I don't mind you talking to me. I don't mind it when you decide you can't talk and you sign off suddenly. I don't think that's rude. I don't think it's mean. I'm completely cool with it, so long as I know you haven't spontaneously combusted or something equally horrible and permanently damaging. I trust your judgement of yourself. I listen if you want me to listen, but I won't force anything out of you.
I'm your friend, hun, and it's about time you realized that means that I cannot get mad at you. Seriously. You see how I get with Dan? I may get a little frustrated, but below that is a firm layer of adoration. You'd have to do something pretty fucking drastic to crack that layer. I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay here until you let me know you don't want me around. (And even then it might be difficult to get rid of me for good.)
I adore you, hun and I'm here to help you if you want me to. But I can't force you into anything. But please please don't lock things up inside you and refrain from even trying to communicate it. Please.
I only worry about you when you shut yourself off from me. It's hard to deal with some things alone. It's hard to deal with many things alone, however trivial they may seem.
Just know that if you need someone, I'm here. And that's not going to change any time soon.
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