Oct 19, 2003 15:06
Having been clean and sober for 14 days now it's a real change of pace I have only slept about 6 hours in the past 3 and a half days currently I've been up for about 20 hours since I last slept for about 2 hours , maybe the detoxing I'm going through is hitting my system in weird ways nonetheless it's for the best that I do this I want to see what my life is like sober I'm planning on staying straight for at least 30 days I am nearly halfway through that now and havn't had a serious craving yet :) that does make me feel pretty good . any way want to put all of this out there at least when I am doing this LiveJournal I feel as though I am on top of some high roof top with a megaphone shouting to the world even if noone is there listening I still feel better having done it and no longer holding inside all of my thoughts and feelings as I feel I have done that for too much of my life already so here is another peice of my puzzle
The interView SonG
tell me all your hopes and dreams
whats your greates fear ?
Who do you hold dear ?
Tell me where you've been before
where are you goin next ?
do you mind this insecure test ?
Tell me everything
I want everything
Won't miss anything
Tell me what are your parents like
Whats your favourite song ?
Do you think that I'm a bore ?
Tell me this isn't wrong
What do you believe in ?
all of this before we begin
Tell me everything
I want everything
Won't miss anything
tell me all your hopes and dreams
whats your greates fear ?
Who do you hold dear ?
Tell me where you've been before
where are you goin next ?
do you mind this insecure test ?
Tell me what are your parents like
Whats your favourite song ?
Do you think that I'm a bore ?
Tell me this isn't wrong
What do you believe in ?
all of this before we begin
Tell me everything
I want everything
Won't miss anything