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I only write here if
a) i'm either pissed or upset
b) i need procrastination material
Today it's answer b.
School:
It's currently finals week at Adelphi University. Now I shall look back. I just took a test today en espanol. It was a joke. Didn't study for it and I have a hankering that i'll get an A in that class. Muy bien. I am currently eating Mac and Cheese mixed with generic brand chili. College has brought me to the lowest financial lows. I call it a learning experience. If I do well on my Crime and Punishment final, i have a good chance of a 4.0 again. A final I should be studying for but am not. My meal card is down to $20.
Holidays:
I did like 85% of my christmas shopping. I need a like, big gift for mumsy. Everyone else is done.
Friends:
I can count like, 3 or 4 friends on campus that aren't aquaintences. A lot of feuding went down this semester. A lot of lost friendships around me. Sigh, people are so immature. And just... bizarre. Two situations are popping out in my head. Because of my job I also really didn't have lot of time to socialize.
Work:
I think my job works out actually because of my lack of social life. They own me but I strangely like it. It's not a place I dread going to. I loooove my coworkers. Like, take into consideration like high school, going to Croatia for the first time and College, random parties, etc. Those places I would seriously cry some nights and really think I have social anxiety (in which I still think I do). I fear that people talk about me, that they don't like me. Can't socialize or make new friends. At work I am so comfortable with all my coworkers, I haven't had an ounce of that rejected, anxious feeling. I really found my niche. With that being said I will commute during my winter break to my job. Whatever.
Finance:
I have spending issues.
Love:
What a rollercoaster. One moment I'm fine, the next, swords are drawn.
love.peace.chickengrease.
a) i'm either pissed or upset
b) i need procrastination material
Today it's answer b.
School:
It's currently finals week at Adelphi University. Now I shall look back. I just took a test today en espanol. It was a joke. Didn't study for it and I have a hankering that i'll get an A in that class. Muy bien. I am currently eating Mac and Cheese mixed with generic brand chili. College has brought me to the lowest financial lows. I call it a learning experience. If I do well on my Crime and Punishment final, i have a good chance of a 4.0 again. A final I should be studying for but am not. My meal card is down to $20.
Holidays:
I did like 85% of my christmas shopping. I need a like, big gift for mumsy. Everyone else is done.
Friends:
I can count like, 3 or 4 friends on campus that aren't aquaintences. A lot of feuding went down this semester. A lot of lost friendships around me. Sigh, people are so immature. And just... bizarre. Two situations are popping out in my head. Because of my job I also really didn't have lot of time to socialize.
Work:
I think my job works out actually because of my lack of social life. They own me but I strangely like it. It's not a place I dread going to. I loooove my coworkers. Like, take into consideration like high school, going to Croatia for the first time and College, random parties, etc. Those places I would seriously cry some nights and really think I have social anxiety (in which I still think I do). I fear that people talk about me, that they don't like me. Can't socialize or make new friends. At work I am so comfortable with all my coworkers, I haven't had an ounce of that rejected, anxious feeling. I really found my niche. With that being said I will commute during my winter break to my job. Whatever.
Finance:
I have spending issues.
Love:
What a rollercoaster. One moment I'm fine, the next, swords are drawn.
love.peace.chickengrease.