Fuck your suicide, it's all bullshit cause I tried...
School sucks... the work sucks... what else is new? Gonna try for BJ / GGD presale tickets tomorrow... fuckers are going to ring 65 per ticket from my pocket... but that's ok... I spent 250 alone in the bookstore already in just the past two days...
My anxioty is getting to me... gotta stay focused...
Oh... really, REALLY nice to see Leslie, Helen, and Steve again... I love the crew... 4 musketeers... muhahaha... It's also nice to see Nathan and more of my friends... but those three keep me sane. I acted really weird today... thoughts of dropping out... I think I scared them... but it's ok now. Nathan gave me a wooden JLo... hahahaha!!!!!! -- with wheels no less... that's staying in/on my desk forever. I feel bad for him he came down with the kamel disease... gotta keep strong, hang in there...
Leslie and Helen got Ambrose... lucky bitches... Steve got Cooper... good luck... I got Krause... she's German, seems nice, but not everything is what it appears to be. Ronnie's my TA... nice guy. I got Maggie in my section... my goo pal. hahaha! Leslie, Helen, and Steve are all on the same side of the studio, and I'm the loner on the other side. That also means drawing lectures are different for us... I'll miss them dearly...
Here's a dedication... I tried to write a song about this, but this song puts it together better than I ever could...
This one's for you:
Up yours
Stop your whining
Feeling swell
I'm doing fine
Yeah fuck your suicide
It's all bullshit 'cause I tried
And it really don't impress me all that much
Up yours
What you find
Sit right down
I got time
And you say here comes the end
And you haven't got a friend
And I'm standing here just screaming at the wall
Up yours
Stop your whine
What ya got
I got mine
And you shake your stupid head
And you wish that you were dead
And I swear sometimes you're happier than me
And you know it's hard to be
All the things you want me to be
And you go and make it hard on me
But I swear that anything you could be I could be can't you see
Up yours
Got no mind
That's too bad
You got time
Yeah, fuck your silly game
'Cause it's driving me insane
And it really doesn't matter much to me
enough is enough
pez = peace, WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER
My anxioty is getting to me... gotta stay focused...
Oh... really, REALLY nice to see Leslie, Helen, and Steve again... I love the crew... 4 musketeers... muhahaha... It's also nice to see Nathan and more of my friends... but those three keep me sane. I acted really weird today... thoughts of dropping out... I think I scared them... but it's ok now. Nathan gave me a wooden JLo... hahahaha!!!!!! -- with wheels no less... that's staying in/on my desk forever. I feel bad for him he came down with the kamel disease... gotta keep strong, hang in there...
Leslie and Helen got Ambrose... lucky bitches... Steve got Cooper... good luck... I got Krause... she's German, seems nice, but not everything is what it appears to be. Ronnie's my TA... nice guy. I got Maggie in my section... my goo pal. hahaha! Leslie, Helen, and Steve are all on the same side of the studio, and I'm the loner on the other side. That also means drawing lectures are different for us... I'll miss them dearly...
Here's a dedication... I tried to write a song about this, but this song puts it together better than I ever could...
This one's for you:
Up yours
Stop your whining
Feeling swell
I'm doing fine
Yeah fuck your suicide
It's all bullshit 'cause I tried
And it really don't impress me all that much
Up yours
What you find
Sit right down
I got time
And you say here comes the end
And you haven't got a friend
And I'm standing here just screaming at the wall
Up yours
Stop your whine
What ya got
I got mine
And you shake your stupid head
And you wish that you were dead
And I swear sometimes you're happier than me
And you know it's hard to be
All the things you want me to be
And you go and make it hard on me
But I swear that anything you could be I could be can't you see
Up yours
Got no mind
That's too bad
You got time
Yeah, fuck your silly game
'Cause it's driving me insane
And it really doesn't matter much to me
enough is enough
pez = peace, WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER