Ill still be there, when you come back down

[bassweasel]

Unfortunately,
I think I need to be going back to a therapist
I'm feeling all self destructive again
Ugh
And the man I love
Picks this time to be trying to decide if he wants me around
Er.
Something along those lines
I think its not him not wanting me around so much as him not being used to having someone around for so long
Needs to be alone
Settle out his stress?
But out of all his stresses
Why am I the one thats so easy to get rid of?
Why am I even stress
I don't understand
I don't try to cause him problems
All I ever want is to be with him
And make him happy
I love him so much more than anyone realizes
I think I'll wait
Maybe a bit impatiently
Until he works himself out
At least hes sure he doesn't want to be with someone else either
So we don't have to worry about any jealous murders