*if i pretend, you might not see the pain im in*
hmm...guess christin cant come down this weekend ::sad face:: that sucks hardcore style, i was looking forward to it a lot. maybe i can still manage to see her though since i am that awesome and all..not. oh well, lets hope her parents will say yes to next weekend. anyways, i havent written in this for soo long. sad thing is i still have nothing exctiting to say. im just sitting around waiting for either keelin or jenna to call or IM me since i gotta talk to the both of em about one thing or another. i dont think they are gonna call till late though. oh well, its fine with me. not like im going to bed for a while anyways. taianys birthday is coming up in like 8 days i think, you know what that means. FAT PARTY!! haha wow, sorry, i get a little too excited with those things. ew, i took a fat test in health and my results told me i am moderately overwieght and should weigh 109 pounds. way to bring my self esteem even LOWER than it already is...holy fuck. well im gonna be going now..bye