I am so depressed... :(
Well...it is official! My mother hates me!!! She told me yesterday that she had called my dad and that he will be sending a plane ticket this weekend. She said I was not going to school, I was just going to stay home and clean for her and "pack up my shit". Whatever I can fit in a Suitcase I can take with me. Other than that everthing stays in boxes in the garage. I don't even know where to begin! I am so upset! I have friends here, my brother and sisters are here, chorus...Everything is HERE!! All I have in Utah is my dad who sits on his butt all day and drinks & smokes until he is soooo mad, he will take it out on anybody in his path...now that will be me. YAY!!! :( I found out today that my dad has been evicted from his house, so now he has no place to live. My mom gave me the following schedule until she finds a place for me to go...
1. Wake up.
2. Take bus to school (she took my car) (she said no seminary :( ).
3. Take bus home.
4. Clean the house for her until bed
She said I am just buying time for myself to stay here. I guess if she gets one complaint from anybody about my behavior than she will kick me out and said she doesn't care where I go. So as far as I know, I am here until she finds somebody to take me...WOW, that sounds really bad! I am going to miss everybody sooooooooooooooo much. Especially, Michelle, All my church friends, Everybody in the Chorus, and Mrs. VonNedia class...well just Jerrica!! And of course...how could I forget...Mrs. Cochenour! Anyway, I have to finish cleaning the house before my mom gets home and has a tissy fit! Call me on my house phone (my mom took my cell) if you want, I would love to talk.
1. Wake up.
2. Take bus to school (she took my car) (she said no seminary :( ).
3. Take bus home.
4. Clean the house for her until bed
She said I am just buying time for myself to stay here. I guess if she gets one complaint from anybody about my behavior than she will kick me out and said she doesn't care where I go. So as far as I know, I am here until she finds somebody to take me...WOW, that sounds really bad! I am going to miss everybody sooooooooooooooo much. Especially, Michelle, All my church friends, Everybody in the Chorus, and Mrs. VonNedia class...well just Jerrica!! And of course...how could I forget...Mrs. Cochenour! Anyway, I have to finish cleaning the house before my mom gets home and has a tissy fit! Call me on my house phone (my mom took my cell) if you want, I would love to talk.