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it has been far too long...
today i hung out with justin and james for the most part, and we went to the jazz jubilee. it was fuckin great. a lot of really good jazz musicians. i've decided i want to be a musician of some form, weather it be rock, jazz, or classical. it really doesnt matter. right now justin is here with me and we're watching "Monty Python and the Holy Grail". Its a hella funny movie. i recomend it to you all. today i made a decision that will probably limit the time i spend with most of my "close" friends. all they ever want to do is party. im done with it. it upsets me how often they party, but i guess its not my place to judge them, ive done my fair share. i dont think i want to hang out with some of my friends anymore. they are such assholes sometimes. granted i am too, but damn. sometimes i do have good intentions, but they just think i do things to be mean. like a certain lady friend of mine and i haven't talked at all, and i dont think it bothers her at all. it upsets me greatly. but whatever, i guess i dont need her as a friend. sometimes i think i dont have any real friends, except maybe 1 or 2. i dont know. im upset as hell right now. its been building up for almost a week now. i hate it, im stressed beyond all belief. oh man. fuck it all. over the summer ive decided i want to go down to arizona for a month or so, just to get away from it all. i wish i had someone to talk to... oh well, everything will get better, i hope.
today i hung out with justin and james for the most part, and we went to the jazz jubilee. it was fuckin great. a lot of really good jazz musicians. i've decided i want to be a musician of some form, weather it be rock, jazz, or classical. it really doesnt matter. right now justin is here with me and we're watching "Monty Python and the Holy Grail". Its a hella funny movie. i recomend it to you all. today i made a decision that will probably limit the time i spend with most of my "close" friends. all they ever want to do is party. im done with it. it upsets me how often they party, but i guess its not my place to judge them, ive done my fair share. i dont think i want to hang out with some of my friends anymore. they are such assholes sometimes. granted i am too, but damn. sometimes i do have good intentions, but they just think i do things to be mean. like a certain lady friend of mine and i haven't talked at all, and i dont think it bothers her at all. it upsets me greatly. but whatever, i guess i dont need her as a friend. sometimes i think i dont have any real friends, except maybe 1 or 2. i dont know. im upset as hell right now. its been building up for almost a week now. i hate it, im stressed beyond all belief. oh man. fuck it all. over the summer ive decided i want to go down to arizona for a month or so, just to get away from it all. i wish i had someone to talk to... oh well, everything will get better, i hope.