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today was ok i guess. went to paul's for a few hours and watched the first half of the super bowl. after that went to owen's and watched the last half. Steelers won. and i won 15 bucks with them. 5 from raza and 10 from brad. good stuff. GO STEELERS. after that i went and picked up a gram bag and came home. last night i saw the mingus big band at the mondavi center. it was bad ass. the pre-performance lecture was bitchin too. it was given by steve roach, the director of jazz studies at CSUS. hes a nice guy, ive only met him once, but he is a nice guy. yesterday i also had chipotle for dinner. it was quite good. i really like chipotle. i had a burrito with carnitas in it. the carnitas were amazing. i was quite impressed. lets see, i plan on going for the full week next week. i hope i can pull it off. i need to re-schedule my physical for tomorrow if they can fit me in, hopefully tuesday. i really do want to start track practice. i need to work hard to keep my grades up and stuff. i havent been trying too hard lately. i think its because my moms birthday is coming up this friday, and i dont want to deal with that. not even a little bit. i dont want to go to school, but i think i will. ugh, im hating life right now. sucks balls. i want to go somewhere for a little while. somewhere away from all of these bad memories that i have in woodland and sacramento. but i dont know where i can go. fuck. oh well i guess... que serra serra.... whatever the hell that means. lets see, what else? i started talkin to caitlyn again, pretty much like nothing happened. whatever i guess. she fucks with my head a lot, and i dont like it, but, as she has pointed out to me many times, i am unable to resist her. i just cant. no matter what, i will always love her. whatever i guess.
"Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be." - Anton Checkhov
today was ok i guess. went to paul's for a few hours and watched the first half of the super bowl. after that went to owen's and watched the last half. Steelers won. and i won 15 bucks with them. 5 from raza and 10 from brad. good stuff. GO STEELERS. after that i went and picked up a gram bag and came home. last night i saw the mingus big band at the mondavi center. it was bad ass. the pre-performance lecture was bitchin too. it was given by steve roach, the director of jazz studies at CSUS. hes a nice guy, ive only met him once, but he is a nice guy. yesterday i also had chipotle for dinner. it was quite good. i really like chipotle. i had a burrito with carnitas in it. the carnitas were amazing. i was quite impressed. lets see, i plan on going for the full week next week. i hope i can pull it off. i need to re-schedule my physical for tomorrow if they can fit me in, hopefully tuesday. i really do want to start track practice. i need to work hard to keep my grades up and stuff. i havent been trying too hard lately. i think its because my moms birthday is coming up this friday, and i dont want to deal with that. not even a little bit. i dont want to go to school, but i think i will. ugh, im hating life right now. sucks balls. i want to go somewhere for a little while. somewhere away from all of these bad memories that i have in woodland and sacramento. but i dont know where i can go. fuck. oh well i guess... que serra serra.... whatever the hell that means. lets see, what else? i started talkin to caitlyn again, pretty much like nothing happened. whatever i guess. she fucks with my head a lot, and i dont like it, but, as she has pointed out to me many times, i am unable to resist her. i just cant. no matter what, i will always love her. whatever i guess.
"Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be." - Anton Checkhov