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today was ever so dull and uneventful. i went to school today, drag. im gonna go tomorrow and friday too. what a good kid i am. tonight im hopin to go grab some marble slab with amy, but i doubt it. today was the first official track practice. i didnt go because i havent gotten my sports physical yet, hopefully tomorrow, but i doubt it, so im thinkin friday at the latest. tomorrow morning i have to reherse for guys and dolls. sucks the cock. this weekend is superbowl XL, which is 40 in roman numerals, in case you didnt know. im hopin the steelers win. thats all i guess. oh yeah, new revelations, i feel depressed right now. its a combination of things really. somewhat my mom, also a lack of really close friends, for that matter a lack of friends in general. i mean i do have a few, but probably like 4 or 5 that i will actually stay in contact with after school ends. mostly though, its the fact she hasnt spoken to me for a while and that she lied to me about hanging out with me, which suggests that she doesnt liek to hang out with me. i think she mostly texted or called me to get coke from me. that hurts a lot too. god i hope i get over it soon, its killin me. i really had some strong feelings for that girl. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT ALL TO HELL! i guess im done...
"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command." - Alan Watt's
today was ever so dull and uneventful. i went to school today, drag. im gonna go tomorrow and friday too. what a good kid i am. tonight im hopin to go grab some marble slab with amy, but i doubt it. today was the first official track practice. i didnt go because i havent gotten my sports physical yet, hopefully tomorrow, but i doubt it, so im thinkin friday at the latest. tomorrow morning i have to reherse for guys and dolls. sucks the cock. this weekend is superbowl XL, which is 40 in roman numerals, in case you didnt know. im hopin the steelers win. thats all i guess. oh yeah, new revelations, i feel depressed right now. its a combination of things really. somewhat my mom, also a lack of really close friends, for that matter a lack of friends in general. i mean i do have a few, but probably like 4 or 5 that i will actually stay in contact with after school ends. mostly though, its the fact she hasnt spoken to me for a while and that she lied to me about hanging out with me, which suggests that she doesnt liek to hang out with me. i think she mostly texted or called me to get coke from me. that hurts a lot too. god i hope i get over it soon, its killin me. i really had some strong feelings for that girl. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT ALL TO HELL! i guess im done...
"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command." - Alan Watt's