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here we go again...
today i had a rough day. i didnt get to do anything most of the day, so i stayed at home, and all i could think about is my mom. i miss her so much. she is the only person who could help me through this rough time. but she cant. i need her so much. i wish there was someone else i could turn to, but there isnt. all i have is this lj to express myself. i need to go see some councelor or somethin. i need someone to talk to. like i try to talk to my friends about by making subtle comments but all they ever do is avoid it. since i cant turn to them, who does that leave? no one. yesterday my dad and i got into a huge fight. hes so bad right now. he drank half a jug of vodka that i bought. he drank a shit load and then started screamin at me and shit. i hate everything. i dont know what im gonna do. i need to leave this place as soon as i can. i have nothin but bad memories here. i hate this. i need to get out of here. fuck. im ramblin now. im gonna stop....
-Tony
today i had a rough day. i didnt get to do anything most of the day, so i stayed at home, and all i could think about is my mom. i miss her so much. she is the only person who could help me through this rough time. but she cant. i need her so much. i wish there was someone else i could turn to, but there isnt. all i have is this lj to express myself. i need to go see some councelor or somethin. i need someone to talk to. like i try to talk to my friends about by making subtle comments but all they ever do is avoid it. since i cant turn to them, who does that leave? no one. yesterday my dad and i got into a huge fight. hes so bad right now. he drank half a jug of vodka that i bought. he drank a shit load and then started screamin at me and shit. i hate everything. i dont know what im gonna do. i need to leave this place as soon as i can. i have nothin but bad memories here. i hate this. i need to get out of here. fuck. im ramblin now. im gonna stop....
-Tony