hate me

Jan 05, 2004 22:57

i can't be this now
it's not me anymore
i've really tried, i've tried
attempted suicide
fucking convulsing
and constantly denied
[rakghrug] somewhere inside
scratching the walls of my glass coffin
scraping
raping
my nails on the glass on the bottom
is there an end?
where does this end?
if i was you, i'd fucking hate me too


to batmobile: omg

Auto response from abhorrent state: kjaghiaurehbiuehab

to batmobile: why r u doing this
to batmobile: fuck it
abhorrent state: what am i doing
to batmobile: the whole this with chelsie
to batmobile: what u just said
abhorrent state: dude you talked about her so bad
to batmobile: i no
abhorrent state: and now you're like "like omg chelsie you're so cute omg omg"
to batmobile: when!!!!!!!!
to batmobile: u no what
to batmobile: ur not making this any easir on me
to batmobile: BYE!
abhorrent state: i try to help you
to batmobile: no
abhorrent state: but i have problems too.
abhorrent state: im sorry.
to batmobile: ur making things worst
abhorrent state: thanks a lot.
to batmobile: rread what u wrote to me
abhorrent state: let me just commit suicide.
to batmobile: instead of helping ur making me feel like an ass hole
to batmobile: fuc it
to batmobile: stop
abhorrent state: i did read it. my point was you need to learn from your mistakes.
to batmobile: i cant deal with it anymore
to batmobile: im going to die now
to batmobile: geez
abhorrent state: and you think it's easy for me to hear you say shit like this?
to batmobile: sorry but lets talk later
abhorrent state: i feel just as bad.
to batmobile: then dont bring me down
abhorrent state: i have problems too.
to batmobile: forget about chelsie
abhorrent state: many that you don't know about. i don't tell you because i know it will affect you in a negative way, and it won't help at all.
to batmobile: not right now alyussa please
abhorrent state: i have feelings. ones that i don't express because you might do something mediocre. lately, it seems like when i talk to oyu i have to tip toe through our conversation, because i'm worried that i'll say something wrong.
to batmobile: please
abhorrent state: i'm sorry for any wrongdoing
to batmobile: its ok
to batmobile: just stop
to batmobile: im going to rest
to batmobile: bye
abhorrent state: let me just die.
abhorrent state: bye.
to batmobile: me oo
to batmobile: too
to batmobile: bye
abhorrent state: i don't exist anymore. it's only steven that exists.
to batmobile: fuck off! ur making em feel bad and stupid
to batmobile: now i thikn i will kill myself
to batmobile: god dammit
abhorrent state: fine i'll fuck off.
to batmobile: well u still continue when i tell u not to
abhorrent state: i'm sorry that i didn't follow your order, master.
to batmobile: fuck
to batmobile: ther u go again
to batmobile: im not stupid alyssa
to batmobile: stop wiht the retarded commnets
to batmobile: bye!
abhorrent state: i have nothing else to say. bye.
to batmobile: good bye
abhorrent state: kill me please.
to batmobile: stop!
to batmobile: god fucking damit
to batmobile: after bye
to batmobile: just stop
to batmobile: u keep going on!
abhorrent state: hate me.
to batmobile: do u fucking realize that
to batmobile: FUCK!
abhorrent state: yes, but do you realize i have feelings too?
abhorrent state: no, you don't.
abhorrent state: the world revolves around you.
abhorrent state: right?
abhorrent state: doesn't it?
to batmobile: fuck
to batmobile: stop
to batmobile: ur still doing it
abhorrent state: it seems as though it does.
to batmobile: ur drivibng me insane
to batmobile: stop
to batmobile: SHUT THE FUCK UP
abhorrent state: i'm just trying to get a message across.
to batmobile: STOP
to batmobile: STOP
to batmobile: STO
to batmobile: P
abhorrent state: i don't like crying.
to batmobile: STOP
to batmobile: STOP
to batmobile: STOP
abhorrent state: please don't hurt me anymore.
to batmobile: STOP!
to batmobile signed off at 10:54:37 PM.
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