sleepless night
i had the hardest time sleeping last night. maybe it is becuz i have spent too much time staring at this computer instead of getting up and doing some activities that will exhaust me to the point where i fall asleep quickly. i could have used a tylenol pm. i haven't had one of those in forever. when i did fall asleep, i had a strange and uncomfortable dream. i don't remember it now, so that's good. i kept waking up and it would take me forever to fall back asleep. i don't know. i've just been pmsing lately and it puts me in funky moods. how i have it is - i have an emotional day where everything makes me want to cry and i'm all depressed (that was monday). the next day i have a grumpy day where everything pisses me off (yesterday). and then i have a day where everything seems peachy... a happy day, which is today so hopefully i will have a good day. if it isn't good, it could possibly throw me back into one of my other funks and i have to start all over. but if things go normal, i should be past all of this by next week. anyway, now that you all know my "cycle"...
sorry about that.
today i'm going to school with eric and his friend kyle. they are going to jam, but i don't think i am going to bring my bass. i just want to be with eric. i'm not in the mood to just jam. i like to have an agenda when i play. i like to have practices with my band rather than just jam and not know what i'm going to be playing. i don't like to just play... i want to make songs. i'm weird like that, i guess. i like to feel productive.
not sure what else i'll do today. probably watch a movie with eric or by myself. i have a lot that i need to get watched and take back to blockbuster. i have 2 from the mail i haven't seen and i have 1 rented from the store. i want to get them watched so that i can rent Saw 2.
well, i need to get off. i think we're going over to school around noon or so. adios!
sorry about that.
today i'm going to school with eric and his friend kyle. they are going to jam, but i don't think i am going to bring my bass. i just want to be with eric. i'm not in the mood to just jam. i like to have an agenda when i play. i like to have practices with my band rather than just jam and not know what i'm going to be playing. i don't like to just play... i want to make songs. i'm weird like that, i guess. i like to feel productive.
not sure what else i'll do today. probably watch a movie with eric or by myself. i have a lot that i need to get watched and take back to blockbuster. i have 2 from the mail i haven't seen and i have 1 rented from the store. i want to get them watched so that i can rent Saw 2.
well, i need to get off. i think we're going over to school around noon or so. adios!