i'd rather not type my response on here though....
i want to tell you. i promise i will. but just not on a live journal response. i'm sorry. it is not you. you did nothing wrong. i am not mad at you. but i'm sure you are at me. so i don't know what to say right now... i'm just speechless. i don't know... i'm really confused right now. if we can talk during 1st lunch. that'd be tight because i know you have practice during 2nd lunch with zack, but i'll come to your warrior period if you want... i'll do anything. i swear. but derek... i'm sorry. i feel so bad but i don't know what i can do to make it better
god damn me. i hate it when i screw everything up. i'm good at doing it too. eff me. good night derek. hope you get some sleep because i know you have a lot to do tonight and tomorrow. ~alexis
ps. i'm sorry. olive juice so much that it hurts.... but i'm sorry... i'm sorry even more than juice. i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.
i loved you on stage tonight. you looke AMAZING. and since you haven't posted anything lately, i thought i'd drop you a note. so HI! and awesome job tonight. you will kick butt *literally... being the constable and all* tomorrow night. it'll be great. aiight- i love ya sweets. and i could be tzeitel for you. lol. JK. wow. i'm not good at singing so i could NEVER pull off "matchmaker". aiight, night bye~alexis
ps- ok. now it's spelt right but it took me 5 times to spell my name right up there. sad huh? i think i'm a lil tired. you must be so exhausted... just think. 3 more performances and we're DONE!!!! then we can PARTY like no tomorrow.... and EASTER... is on SUNDAY!! w00t w00t. luv ya bye.
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i'd rather not type my response on here though....
i want to tell you. i promise i will. but just not on a live journal response. i'm sorry. it is not you. you did nothing wrong. i am not mad at you. but i'm sure you are at me. so i don't know what to say right now... i'm just speechless. i don't know... i'm really confused right now. if we can talk during 1st lunch. that'd be tight because i know you have practice during 2nd lunch with zack, but i'll come to your warrior period if you want... i'll do anything. i swear. but derek... i'm sorry. i feel so bad but i don't know what i can do to make it better
god damn me. i hate it when i screw everything up. i'm good at doing it too. eff me. good night derek. hope you get some sleep because i know you have a lot to do tonight and tomorrow. ~alexis
ps. i'm sorry. olive juice so much that it hurts.... but i'm sorry... i'm sorry even more than juice. i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.
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ps- ok. now it's spelt right but it took me 5 times to spell my name right up there. sad huh? i think i'm a lil tired. you must be so exhausted... just think. 3 more performances and we're DONE!!!! then we can PARTY like no tomorrow.... and EASTER... is on SUNDAY!! w00t w00t. luv ya bye.
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