Bleeding Alone...
So besides being overly melodramatic, for some reason I am feeling incredibly lonely right now... Part of it has to do with the other bassoonists and most of it has to do with me...
If I would just reach out and try hanging out with people then I doubt I would be so lonely, but I like my solitude.
If I practiced enough to get my pitch and tone up then the bassoons would probably want to include me in more than just a quintet.
Most of my issues would probably be easily sorted out if I could just get some sleep. And if I managed my time better... So tired and depressed...
I want to go to church tonight with Ally but I am so tired, and right now I don't want to be around a bunch of happy people who know each other... I want to be alone with my loneliness if that makes any sense... Which it doesn't of course.
Bleeding alone. No one knows or cares...
If I would just reach out and try hanging out with people then I doubt I would be so lonely, but I like my solitude.
If I practiced enough to get my pitch and tone up then the bassoons would probably want to include me in more than just a quintet.
Most of my issues would probably be easily sorted out if I could just get some sleep. And if I managed my time better... So tired and depressed...
I want to go to church tonight with Ally but I am so tired, and right now I don't want to be around a bunch of happy people who know each other... I want to be alone with my loneliness if that makes any sense... Which it doesn't of course.
Bleeding alone. No one knows or cares...