multiple times. grad night being one, but for example:
that one saturday night we were supposed to go dress shopping and u forgot and scheduled a firefly marathon. then, when you told me u werent going shopping with me and you didnt think to maybe invite me to the firefly thing thing considering i no longer had anything to do cuz i planned on shopping with you.
and then another time that wasnt exactly ditching me, but not including me was when u called me (and i happened to be at a horse show) to see if i was home so you could borrow my N64 controllers. I didnt mind considering i wasnt home, but u didnt exactly say because you wanted to see if i could bring my N64 controllers and hang out with u and ppl. u just wanted the controllers.
There was no Firefly marathon that night. I don't remember having plans with you either. Plus, it wasn't ME that scheduled it. It was the Inselkampf group, and it wasn't at MY house so I couldn't invite you.
And I knew you were at the horse show. Plus, that was with Dave's friends, not mine. It was Matt and Elizabeth and Philip, and we had too many people there anyway.
But, personally, I can see you being upset, that's fine. Just tell me to my face, ok? Don't yell, just ask. Most of them, there's a reason. I can't invite you, it's not my whatever. I have no right too. Ask me, and don't get so upset.
I'm not "so" upset. If i was I would've told you. I'm upset, but I've been trying to look past the things I feel because I'm afraid of them being unreasonable. I guess its me being paranoid or maybe there is a mixture of that suicidal/worthless human being feeling in there shaking things up. I dont know. But I haven't yelled at you. I haven't wanted to
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And I got the dress, by the way.
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that one saturday night we were supposed to go dress shopping and u forgot and scheduled a firefly marathon. then, when you told me u werent going shopping with me and you didnt think to maybe invite me to the firefly thing thing considering i no longer had anything to do cuz i planned on shopping with you.
and then another time that wasnt exactly ditching me, but not including me was when u called me (and i happened to be at a horse show) to see if i was home so you could borrow my N64 controllers. I didnt mind considering i wasnt home, but u didnt exactly say because you wanted to see if i could bring my N64 controllers and hang out with u and ppl. u just wanted the controllers.
I'll stop there.
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And I knew you were at the horse show. Plus, that was with Dave's friends, not mine. It was Matt and Elizabeth and Philip, and we had too many people there anyway.
But, personally, I can see you being upset, that's fine. Just tell me to my face, ok? Don't yell, just ask. Most of them, there's a reason. I can't invite you, it's not my whatever. I have no right too. Ask me, and don't get so upset.
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