Christmas
::sigh:: Christmas yet again. And again, It doesnt feel like Christmas. I see the lights, the trees, and I got gifts.. but it still doesnt feel like christmas. Maybe its the fact that I live in Florida and its 70 degress outside.. and raining.. Not very christmas-like i'd say.. but then again, I have lived here my whole life and its always the same..
I was upset when my sister woke me up at 9. I was the last one up. me.. and I kinda wanted to go back to sleep. I could deal with getting gifts later.. i just didnt care. I wish it were exciting again. I remember waking up really early as a kid and waking up my sister and we would wake our parents and start all our traditions really early. Now, its just a 'whatever' feeling. It stinks. I miss that excitement.
My sister has been sick the past few days, and I have been lucky not to get it. She has started to feel better and she no longer has a fever. I'm rather upset. If shes better, that means we drive up to North Carolina on the 27th.. only to drive back down on the 30th. Not too bad. But we probably wont get back until late saturday night. Michael comes home the 29th and most likely in the afternoon. I miss him a lot.. Way more than I thought I would, and dont want to have to wait the extra time to see him. Even though there are presents waiting for me up in North Carolina. I just dont care.
I was upset when my sister woke me up at 9. I was the last one up. me.. and I kinda wanted to go back to sleep. I could deal with getting gifts later.. i just didnt care. I wish it were exciting again. I remember waking up really early as a kid and waking up my sister and we would wake our parents and start all our traditions really early. Now, its just a 'whatever' feeling. It stinks. I miss that excitement.
My sister has been sick the past few days, and I have been lucky not to get it. She has started to feel better and she no longer has a fever. I'm rather upset. If shes better, that means we drive up to North Carolina on the 27th.. only to drive back down on the 30th. Not too bad. But we probably wont get back until late saturday night. Michael comes home the 29th and most likely in the afternoon. I miss him a lot.. Way more than I thought I would, and dont want to have to wait the extra time to see him. Even though there are presents waiting for me up in North Carolina. I just dont care.