lifeless and depressed
i was the best i could be today and then when i got home for my walk, i just all of sudden decided to be depressed. like i went and layed on ym bed and soemthing happened. i hate being depressed like this, i don't even know what brought it on. i think its just because i don't talk to anyone a lot and when i do, its for like ten minutes. i don't care anymore i think. i think i'm going to just lie down or take a bath or soemthing. i need to relax before tomorrow. but i'm gonna try to be happier, i just need someone to stay in my life. it feels like i've lost everyone.