great
so great. i had a rough time today. it was horrible. i woke up and could barely talk, my throat was clogged, my ears hurt and i was lightheaded. but as the day went on my throat got better, but everything else got worse. Jason stayed home too, but not for the same reason. i guess his dad comes in tomorrow. i think it will be good for him. i told him to spend time with his dad. i'm actually really happy that his dad is coming in because he doesn't get many chances to see him. it will give them time to bond. but my parents are going to be gone on saturday so i really don't have anything to do. i guess it will give me time to practice for music week. i feel like sucha failure becasue i went to my lesson last night and totally sucked. i just feel horrible. i want to quit but i knwo i can't that would be letting everyone doiwn. especially mrs. mathie and sullivan. bu i guess i will figure everythijg out. i'm just stressed i think and the only way for me to relieve that stress isn't available to me. kinda sucks cuz i've been looking forward to it for a while. i know it sounds horrible, if anyone understands what i'm talking about but i know its being selfish. oh well see ya all later...