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For how much I love this girl, it's so frustrating living so damn far away from her. I won't be the asshole who will ever tell anyone what to do, unless I think its for their own good, or so they won't hurt themselves. And for that I get labeled as the good friend/best friend. And it seems that way with Steph. I've always loved her. It just hurts to read a text message saying she was waiting to meet up with her friend that works at a bar until he got out of work at 4am. This is what caused me to stop talking w/her when i was 14, and I just need to not act immature, but if it were only that easy, I wouldn't be writing an entry over it...