the things you'd never say to me...
Well here I sit, 1:20 in the morning drowning my sorrows with alcohol. These last few days have been kinda quiet, kinda lonely, and i ask myself if I'm ever gonna find somebody worth my while. Its strange that the last two serious relationships i've had have both started in October, and ended only a couple months later, each a year apart respectively. I guess I just need to go back to not caring so much, not getting so attached, cuz i always just let myself down every time I fond soemone that has potential. Maybe there's no such thing. I also wonder why its so easy to write when one is so deep in the depths of a week long drinking binge. I dont even know why i'm doing it, i broke up with her. Ah well, shit happens, ill just have to amke the best of it..