A big happy pile of...
Shit. I just got fired. From a job that sucked. But the fact still remains that I got fired. It was because i called in sick so many times. But that was actually because I was sick or my body was too fucked up to work. That just adds another wonderful fucking piece to the puzzle that is my sadness and anger. I am pissed more often at things that I would just ignore or be able to see the other side of. But not anymore. Gosh I wonder where this came from... Oh yeah. Lets just say it all started about 1 1/2 months ago. and just progressivly got worse. I don't see it getting better either. Not for a long time. Or ever. Whatever fuck it I am tired, sad, alone, and in a state of distress. God I hope I don't dream tonight. I just want to wink sleep. I don't want there to be a chance of seeing anything tonight.
Nathan
Nathan