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So, today was truly awful.
It started out kind of listless - not bad, but not very good. I just wanted to relax, and that didn't seem to be in the works.
Then the vet called to say that Hausschwein, my bunny, was all better and we could come pick him up. Of course, this made me very happy and we went to get him. As soon as we took him out of the travel cage, he was very weak and had a hard time standing on his own. Ryan said he was probably weak from the IV, and I had to go to rehearsal, so I scratched his ears and asked Ryan to call the vet.
Rehearsal was awful. I wrecked a song that should have been well within my ability, but I completely choked. And it's one of my favorites! I was so upset.
Then I was on my way to work and decided to stop at my mothers to see if my Aunt was awake because I haven't seen her in a long time and she arrived today. She was asleep, so I went back to my car to go to work - and the battery had died in the 5 minutes I was in my mother's house. Nothing was on - it just died for no real reason. Then I get to work and suddenly Ryan is there and he takes me aside and tells me Hausschwein died.
So now I'm at work, crying about my rabbit, and I'm so mad at myself that I left. I could have been late for rehearsal. Why didn't I stay and make sure everything was ok?
I know some people might think I'm weird for getting this upset over a rabbit, but he was Ryan and my oldest baby and I loved him dearly. I didn't even get one last snuggle.
I'm hoping I feel better tomorrow - I mean, it is my bachelorette party day afterall - but I'm feeling pretty down right now. All I want to do is go home and snuggle with my dog and cats and cry.
It started out kind of listless - not bad, but not very good. I just wanted to relax, and that didn't seem to be in the works.
Then the vet called to say that Hausschwein, my bunny, was all better and we could come pick him up. Of course, this made me very happy and we went to get him. As soon as we took him out of the travel cage, he was very weak and had a hard time standing on his own. Ryan said he was probably weak from the IV, and I had to go to rehearsal, so I scratched his ears and asked Ryan to call the vet.
Rehearsal was awful. I wrecked a song that should have been well within my ability, but I completely choked. And it's one of my favorites! I was so upset.
Then I was on my way to work and decided to stop at my mothers to see if my Aunt was awake because I haven't seen her in a long time and she arrived today. She was asleep, so I went back to my car to go to work - and the battery had died in the 5 minutes I was in my mother's house. Nothing was on - it just died for no real reason. Then I get to work and suddenly Ryan is there and he takes me aside and tells me Hausschwein died.
So now I'm at work, crying about my rabbit, and I'm so mad at myself that I left. I could have been late for rehearsal. Why didn't I stay and make sure everything was ok?
I know some people might think I'm weird for getting this upset over a rabbit, but he was Ryan and my oldest baby and I loved him dearly. I didn't even get one last snuggle.
I'm hoping I feel better tomorrow - I mean, it is my bachelorette party day afterall - but I'm feeling pretty down right now. All I want to do is go home and snuggle with my dog and cats and cry.