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I had a good time today. Babies were cute, dogs were cute, there were presents literally EVERYWHERE, and I got a Dr. Beat.
I know how stupid this sounds, but I can't help it. Without him, it didn't feel like Christmas. Which makes no sense, because I've never had a Christmas with him. I just...didn't feel all warm and fuzzy and happy. I tried not to let it bother me, but this feeling just permeates me through and through. I can't believe what a hard time I'm having without him here. I didn't realize until this past week how much I love him living with me. Everything seems a little more empty.
I feel like I'm being totally over emotional and it drives me insane, but I can't seem to shake it. I just want him by me, always. He makes me feel so happy just to be me.
Ew. Love is so gross and mushy. And sad....often it's sad.
I know how stupid this sounds, but I can't help it. Without him, it didn't feel like Christmas. Which makes no sense, because I've never had a Christmas with him. I just...didn't feel all warm and fuzzy and happy. I tried not to let it bother me, but this feeling just permeates me through and through. I can't believe what a hard time I'm having without him here. I didn't realize until this past week how much I love him living with me. Everything seems a little more empty.
I feel like I'm being totally over emotional and it drives me insane, but I can't seem to shake it. I just want him by me, always. He makes me feel so happy just to be me.
Ew. Love is so gross and mushy. And sad....often it's sad.