Alone

Jan 06, 2003 20:10

I hate feeling alone. I don't know why i feel like htis. It could be because I have nothign to do and no where to go. I seem to be by myslef constantly. This brings me to think, and thinking is never good....
(30 minutes later)
I really do hate thinging. I have gone from being alone, to for some odd reason, being scared. I hate the way my mind works. If I think of something my mind plays it in a scenerio and I can see it happening. Now I have no idea what I would do if it did happen, and now that I have visioned it, I think it ill happen. Even if there isn;t a shadow of a doubt as to whether it would happen, I just can't help but think the worst.
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