Apr 29, 2004 00:12
Therapy again. Second session. I believe it was better than the first. Much more in depth. I know I can trust this guy. We dug deep into my childhood. Which can be a very scary place at times. From my earliest memory of my birth father to my worst memories, so my happiest memory. How sad that more often than not all I can see is the black when I know I have always been surrounded by light. He (the therapist) said that all I see is black because that was all I ever concentrated on. I felt that I could not look to the happiness for fear that it will be taken away agaian. This guy is good. So that is what I need to concentrate on changing. Not to completely get rid of the bad memories, but to have an equal share of both. To be happy about the good, and learn from the bad. "Those who fail to remember history are doomed to repeat it" A quote passed on by my 7th and 8th grade history teacher. Good stuff.
On that note let's jump back.
Monday was the Annual Pass Holder Preview of the Tower of Terror. Lucky me I got to work guest control. Eight hours of being in the sun listening to people complain about how they are pass holders but did not bother to make their reservations for the preview because they felt they did not have to. People can be really stupid sometimes. But aside from that it was a really good day. I enjoy working the guest control shifts because it gives me a chance to get to know some people on the other side of the park. Working in Hollywood I only get to see people from my area. Guest control is done by all areas of the park. So I got to know some pretty cool cast members. Even a couple from d-land side. Good times. Well children that is all for now.
Later Days.