Feb 17, 2004 00:21
Never more. Ah yes, the writings of Poe. So many meanings. It is wierd how he can bring out light with such darkness. Anyway. My life. I have one good aspect going for me now. I love my job. It makes me truely happy, come see me at work, and you will see what a true smile from me looks like. I leave work, I am alone again. I look out the window I see black. I step outside I feel the sun. I go into my room, all I feel is cold. I get into my truck, I am warm. I drive, I am escaping. I pull back into my parking space, the cold is back. I don't want to be alone, yet I need to be alone, but I can't be alone, though I am alone. My life has come back full circle. Will I continue the circle? Will I go off course? Will the circle stop completely? No one knows.