Deep down I still cry out for you...
And as usual we have another sleepless night. My mind will never let me sleep. And if I do sleep I only have bad dreams, dreams I pray never come true. Will my mind ever be at rest or will I be doomed to forever live the life I have now? A life of lies, a life that really has no meaning. An act, and I am its main player. The outside world is my stage. My characters are those who will please my audience. My performance is done when either the audience is gone or the player is not longer onstage. I know this time is long in coming. And so, I act, lights dim, curtain up, welcome to my world...