(no subject)
i wrote this.
The signalman’s siren wails through the night
Taunting my lifeline, dancing in my ear
Was my life meaningful? Was it right?
I push myself under, to drown, im a product of fear
A life lived
Now deemed lost
A final note in cursive
The pretence to body covered with frost
This dead winter finally took its toll
On the hollow broken boy
Who left his soulless body in the snow
Sad, sorry, emotional, coy.
Love can bring out the best
But it can destroy a life
“Overcome death, it’s the new test”
“Try self-control, play with this knife”
My memory fades
As fast as the changing seasons
Not a homicide, work of blades
There were no good reasons
Not to name names
But everyone knows who did this
6 feet under to forfeit the games
I was never on the list
The signalman’s siren wails through the night
Taunting my lifeline, dancing in my ear
Was my life meaningful? Was it right?
I push myself under, to drown, im a product of fear
A life lived
Now deemed lost
A final note in cursive
The pretence to body covered with frost
This dead winter finally took its toll
On the hollow broken boy
Who left his soulless body in the snow
Sad, sorry, emotional, coy.
Love can bring out the best
But it can destroy a life
“Overcome death, it’s the new test”
“Try self-control, play with this knife”
My memory fades
As fast as the changing seasons
Not a homicide, work of blades
There were no good reasons
Not to name names
But everyone knows who did this
6 feet under to forfeit the games
I was never on the list