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[bassistsgrl03]

I'm still writing...it's just coming really hard right now, obviously. And seeing as my mpreg was very Jimmy centered, it's gonna be awhile because I refuse to cut him out of it, but it's gonna take some time to be able to write him again. So, you'll probably see a continuation of Papa What? and My Photographs before you'll see more Us...but I'll

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[astoryat3]

When I first started writing A7X I did it by guessing b/c I knew nothing about them: what did they look like to me, how did they act on stage and in videos, how did their personalities come off and what, if anything, had I read they had said in interviews. This is how I got Matt the ass for most all of my stories b/c all the interviews I had read with him, that was how he came off to me.
Then I started reading other people's stuff and that's sort of how Jimmy came off in theirs, then I sort of went by what I found on YouTube and again, the few interviews I read here and there, that's all they talked about was the way he acted and how messed up he perpetually was.

Now I feel HORRIBLE. I wrote all that stuff but in all my stories, someone came and saved him in the end. It horrifies me that no one came and saved him in real life. Or maybe they tried and it was just beyond their capabilities.

I posted this to someone else but I have mourned like it was a member of my family. I fell in love with him by the proxy of writing him, feeling like I knew him b/c I controlled the character of him and for this to happens, especially in so close to the manner that I had written it many times over is beyond devastating to me.