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This weekend led me to the inevitable conclusion that it wasn't going to happen... ever. I cannot see beyond the bond of friendship. Sry if you love me, but I cannot feel the same for you. Someday soon, I will tell you so face to face. It was everyone else really that made me face the truth. I felt like I was going through a never ending line of "Ayin's mother" And forgive me, but i refuse, if only for the very important reason that I cannot force something that I do not feel... I cannot force the dead to come back to life. I'm sorry if it hurts you, but it would be wrong to not say anything.