Sep 06, 2004 22:57
Hmmmm..... yea so summer is pretty much over, i have 1 night left. and im starting to think about this past summer, and i realize that at times it was my best summer EVER, and i have so many memories, but on the other hand some things that happened were the worst ive ever had, and i do regret so many things. and its over now. and i wont be able to change the things i fucked up, and that sucks big time. Ive made new friends, who are absolutly unbelievable and who have helped me through a lot, i've met back up with unbelievable friends, and ive lost friends. i dont kno wut i would have done without some of the people i spent time with this summer....
I dont kno if i should try to fix things with some of the people ive lost touch with, or if i should just let it be, im so confused, and i dont know what 2 feel.
you kno wut else sucks.... i've already started to stop talking to some of the people that have said we would NEVER stop talking.... and that sucks horribly