unattainable

[bassfish]

it's confusing sometimes
how life is so beautiful
yet some things are so unattainable
things you've wanted from the day they were introduced to you
not an acquired taste
i can only hope mae is right
and that my
my destination is beautiful
i want to post pictures of my life so beautiful
but im scared
ill post others when i figure out how

but for now
i enjoy life
but theres like
a level that i can't pass
and maybe it's me
maybe it's not
i think im supposed to feel this way
how else would i strive for what i truly want
how else would i feel that amazing on that one day?
when i know it's mine
not just mine for me
mine to share
thank you for listening...even if you didn't
thanks for looking
i like this thing
shame i haven't posted in a while

riding in the backseat/
being the backup
love,
cole