Aug 19, 2005 23:11
I feel pretty strange to myself.
I'm not quite sure what's different, or what I need to change, but something is strange.
There's so many different ways I could be going right now, and I really don't know which road to take. If any of you reading this are confused, you have a pretty good idea of what I'm trying to decipher, lol.
I think that there are so many more people who love me than I realize.
I had this random dream last night. I was in the preaching place, like, how you see on TV, where they smack you on the head and you faint and crap. Something like that.
Anyways, I was there, and I began to feel this immense happiness inside of me. Right away I knew that it was the Holy Spirit, and it felt wonderful. I was this mass of euporia. The sensation kept rising, and my head began to buzz. The next thing I knew, the preacher/priest guy had my head cradled in his hands, and the joy had become so immense that I just blacked out.
That was a very cool dream.
Thank you all for believing in me.