Think. Ing.
I always have trouble figuring out where to begin. The most logical place to start would be at the beginning you'd think. Instead, no. Any thought process of mine is a jumbled mix of mush that tends to begin about 2/3rds of the way to the middle, then proceeds to either work in either a forward or backward motion, never getting to one end or another without a few trips over the already covered ground.
Once again, I don't know where to start.
This thought fits in with many of my current aspects of life. Be it house cleaning, financial situations, job searching,trying to figure out who I am/where I'm going, thinking a thought, or simply just trying to write out a sentence. I really need to learn how to dig for the start of things, instead of trying to start untangling the giant ball of string 3/4ths of the way through 8/9ths of the length, ya know? With the way I tend to go about things, I usually end up with a ball that has even more snarls in it with a few tighter knots than with what I had started with.
I'm tired of chaos, but I have no drive to maintain order.
Always in a constant state of confusion. What to do? How do I teach myself how to straighten things out, or better yet, who could possibly teach me?
I guess I'll just learn along the way, as I've always done.
Putt putt down the river, in my little boat.
Once again, I don't know where to start.
This thought fits in with many of my current aspects of life. Be it house cleaning, financial situations, job searching,trying to figure out who I am/where I'm going, thinking a thought, or simply just trying to write out a sentence. I really need to learn how to dig for the start of things, instead of trying to start untangling the giant ball of string 3/4ths of the way through 8/9ths of the length, ya know? With the way I tend to go about things, I usually end up with a ball that has even more snarls in it with a few tighter knots than with what I had started with.
I'm tired of chaos, but I have no drive to maintain order.
Always in a constant state of confusion. What to do? How do I teach myself how to straighten things out, or better yet, who could possibly teach me?
I guess I'll just learn along the way, as I've always done.
Putt putt down the river, in my little boat.