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I bitch too much.
I think I'm going to delete both my facebook and LJ so that I don't a) bitch so much and b) realize how much I miss out on due to never being invited to anything.
I think the music faculty is one of the MOST competitive faculties ever. Not in the ways of grades, but popularity. Have you ever noticed HOW MUCH everyone loves to take pictures of themselves at events? Is it so that people realize they have lots of friends? Or truly remember the moment? The amount of photos just taken by themselves with such and such person over and over and over again just makes me think people want to appear to have a lot of friends and be at seen at every event.
Which makes me wonder... do I really WANT to be invited to everything? I guess I do... just so that I don't feel completely left out and shunned from friendship like I do right now.
I think this is the last LJ I'm going to write.
Peace out.
I think I'm going to delete both my facebook and LJ so that I don't a) bitch so much and b) realize how much I miss out on due to never being invited to anything.
I think the music faculty is one of the MOST competitive faculties ever. Not in the ways of grades, but popularity. Have you ever noticed HOW MUCH everyone loves to take pictures of themselves at events? Is it so that people realize they have lots of friends? Or truly remember the moment? The amount of photos just taken by themselves with such and such person over and over and over again just makes me think people want to appear to have a lot of friends and be at seen at every event.
Which makes me wonder... do I really WANT to be invited to everything? I guess I do... just so that I don't feel completely left out and shunned from friendship like I do right now.
I think this is the last LJ I'm going to write.
Peace out.