No one around
My mother left early Tuesday morning.
She was here two days too many. I couldn't keep her occupied and we had nothing to talk about. The latter part saddens me. We used to be so close . . . and now . . . now I keep secrets from her. Now I don't tell her everything. Now . . . she is just my mother, not also my closest friend.
*sigh*
I'm alone in the aparment until the 3rd. I'll have gone crazy by then, but, eh.
Jen's wedding is almost upon us. July 7th. My brain just realized all the stuff we have to do for it. The clothes (there's more than the dresses) and the accessories and the cars and the dancing and the people and the food and the everything . . .
*sigh*
But it'll be alright. I keep telling myself that. Maybe I'll believe it all.
So in PA I was considered . . . big in both body and chest.
In Maryland I'm small.
It's mind boggling.
Anyways, the air conditioning in the building was broken. It's still hot even though it was fixed.
I don't have the temperment to talk to people today. I don't want to answer questions. I don't want to make eye contact. I don't want to talk. I don't want to move. I don't want to think. I don't want to do anything.
But duty calls.
I didn't have a vacation and that pisses me off.
Yeah, I'm havin' some anger issues right now.
I'm such a spoiled child.
Anyways, I suppose I should get back to work. I'm looking at a list for Baltimore County Public School System suggested read list and highlighting what ones we have. What joy, eh?
I have an apartment that I need to get together before Cassie returns. Blah.
You think she'll return with a kat?
I'd prefer a puppy, but a kat would do.
She was here two days too many. I couldn't keep her occupied and we had nothing to talk about. The latter part saddens me. We used to be so close . . . and now . . . now I keep secrets from her. Now I don't tell her everything. Now . . . she is just my mother, not also my closest friend.
*sigh*
I'm alone in the aparment until the 3rd. I'll have gone crazy by then, but, eh.
Jen's wedding is almost upon us. July 7th. My brain just realized all the stuff we have to do for it. The clothes (there's more than the dresses) and the accessories and the cars and the dancing and the people and the food and the everything . . .
*sigh*
But it'll be alright. I keep telling myself that. Maybe I'll believe it all.
So in PA I was considered . . . big in both body and chest.
In Maryland I'm small.
It's mind boggling.
Anyways, the air conditioning in the building was broken. It's still hot even though it was fixed.
I don't have the temperment to talk to people today. I don't want to answer questions. I don't want to make eye contact. I don't want to talk. I don't want to move. I don't want to think. I don't want to do anything.
But duty calls.
I didn't have a vacation and that pisses me off.
Yeah, I'm havin' some anger issues right now.
I'm such a spoiled child.
Anyways, I suppose I should get back to work. I'm looking at a list for Baltimore County Public School System suggested read list and highlighting what ones we have. What joy, eh?
I have an apartment that I need to get together before Cassie returns. Blah.
You think she'll return with a kat?
I'd prefer a puppy, but a kat would do.