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I'm so pissed off at Tait right now. He's always like "I'll call you later or I'll come over later" and he never does. At Megan's party, I think he just fed me a bunch of bullshit so that he would have an excuse to leave and go get high with his real friends. I want to trust him but it's like Lisa said, he's a really good actor. I'm really confused right now because I don't want to break up with him because I love him so much, but we never talk or see eachother anymore. Lately it's just a few minutes once a week where I get to spend any real time with him and have a conversation. I'm depressed and angry and confused all at the same time. *sigh* I think this is becoming Tyler all over again.