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Why do i have an urge to just have a lot of meaningless sex with someone?Haha,i'm not really sure.Might be related to the fact that i haven't had sex in 18 months.But still,i don't know.I wouldn't do that to somebody.Its wrong,and very disrespectful to just have sex with a girl and then drop them.Though i have known people that do that.But i got away from them,because thats not who i want to be.
So,I'm going to just keep on controlling my eccentric thoughts,lol.I feel like this is holding me back,from being who i want to be.Not the fact that I would like to have sex,but the fact that I badly desire it,lol.SO i need to make that stop somehow.Maybe I'll just stop masturbating completely......That would be really hard to do,but,maybe it will stop.Drinking water stopped me from wanting soda.So maybe no masturbating will stop me frm wanting sex.What does everyone think?I need to make a choiuce here,lol.
So,I'm going to just keep on controlling my eccentric thoughts,lol.I feel like this is holding me back,from being who i want to be.Not the fact that I would like to have sex,but the fact that I badly desire it,lol.SO i need to make that stop somehow.Maybe I'll just stop masturbating completely......That would be really hard to do,but,maybe it will stop.Drinking water stopped me from wanting soda.So maybe no masturbating will stop me frm wanting sex.What does everyone think?I need to make a choiuce here,lol.