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I feel like I'm standing at this huge intersection of my life.
And I can bring a few important things/people with me on whatever path I choose.
And that as I'm trying to figure out what to take, I find out so much about them.
Things I really didn't want to know or that I knew and wouldn't admit to myself.
The Mansfield letters get sent out tomorrow and I don't know whats going to happen.
I feel so frightened.
I hate feeling like an adult, if I could I really would just go back a year or two, because I don't feel like I'm ready for all this.
I guess I just have to keep my head up and keep praying that everything is going to work out fine.
Please God just keep watching over me, help me make these choices, help me as I discover life.
And I can bring a few important things/people with me on whatever path I choose.
And that as I'm trying to figure out what to take, I find out so much about them.
Things I really didn't want to know or that I knew and wouldn't admit to myself.
The Mansfield letters get sent out tomorrow and I don't know whats going to happen.
I feel so frightened.
I hate feeling like an adult, if I could I really would just go back a year or two, because I don't feel like I'm ready for all this.
I guess I just have to keep my head up and keep praying that everything is going to work out fine.
Please God just keep watching over me, help me make these choices, help me as I discover life.